Such are the highs and lows of our lives.
Pain has a way of leading our minds to dark places. I know mine has wandered.
But when it does, when I’m prone to despair, I try to remember the impossible situations when I could not see nor feel God, and remind myself how God did the unexpected and came through.
What if I held on for one more day? What if I knew the outcome of the end of that dark season?
The truth is- I don’t know how this will end. Whether I will live with chronic pain for the rest of my life or see God lead me out of it.
But I do know one thing- I have to try. Lord, help me in my unbelief. Let me trust you for a miracle, one more time.
And believe that no matter what the outcome, I can praise You, still.